Finding someone else was never a problem. Being lonely isn't something I was afraid of. Dating isn't hard, and meeting new people is easy.
Coming across someone like you though... that will be impossible. I still think about you constantly, every day. Even in the embrace of another, you are my every thought. I am still madly in love with you despite everything that's transpired between us, and there's nothing to be done about it.
If there was a way to end these thoughts, trust me, I would. They bring me horrible grief and infinite sadness, and always creep up at the most inopportune times. I don't want to feel like this. It's been almost 4 months, and the pain is still very real. Even after meeting new women. Beautiful, intelligent, compassionate women. But none of them are you.